Has been a while :)

I have been itching to write.. but cant decide what topic to discuss... anyways going thru a cycle... happy sad happy sad happy... has been like this for a while now.. somedays are awesome.. feeling happy for what I have and somedays its a drag.. cant wait for the day to get over... theres always a spark for a change thats welcome.. and then it goes off in a few seconds.. what is life? how should one feel going about it? whats our basic purpose here? why is it that there are people who struggle all their life, personally, professionally and there are some who dont have a whiff of sorrow .. some have it easy and for some its a bed of thorns... the Hindu religion believes in rebirth and how your past life/lives can affect your present.. being an educated person - is it worth believing .. how can we know for sure the absolute truth... who is God? I pray.. probably you do to... I pray for strength for health and for my family and friends.. but Who is listening? its only when I see a support, an indication from Him in certain act through Human or maybe even nature that my belief doubles.. there is a SuperPower.. He/She is all encompassing.. His is the final verdict.. so live life with humility, live life sincerely, love - live and let live..