Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Figment of My Imagination

was wiling away my time in cyberspace
felt gr8 to get back in touch with old frnds and keep in touch with newer ones
enroute was stopped short by a breath of fresh air
who barely just rejuvinated the lost engrained feelings
negated my current toughened core
tried to reach deep within to excavate the real me?
who am I
I feel so lost
do I have a purer core somewhere deep down?
I cant even begin to think.. maybe its just her/his illusion..
this fight between the real world and unreal has left me heavily spent upon practicality to romanticism
noone really appreciates the fact that its really tough to slide back and forth between the 2

Monday, October 20, 2008

The Time is Right - NOW

Of late havent been able to get myself to jot down on these virtual pages.. why? well!!! carrying too much of emotional backlog?? maybe!!!
life is so simple... wonder why we make it oh!!! so complicated.. u can just feel the pulse of the person next to you yet cant reach out to help him /her out .. cos of what u might get urself into??
days pass.. months pass.. even years pass before we realize what we have lost.. its a tough call!!!
I know someone suffering from neurodegenerative autoimmune disease.. meaning where the body stops producing the myelin sheath around the nerve endings.. meaning in lay mans terms ur whole body becomes dysfunctional gradually cos u cant feel anything.. consider the plight of the person who knows about this terminal illness.. so far I dont believe theres any cure.. yet I have seen this person who can just move his/her neck and upwards.. cant do anything by himself/herself without assistance.. yet the liveliness from her/his shoulder and face brightens up ur day.. her/his struggle with life every instance forces u to see the brighter side of every odd situation/circumstances.. yes he/she still lives with the disease for 20 odd yrs and breathing life every moment .. maybe she/he finds a greater meaning to life than we with every part of our body functional dont see ... hats off!!!
dont wait for a sunny day.. if u have someones good will @ heart reach out to him/her now.. cos we all are clueless 'if tomorrow comes'