Whats mine? - A reminder

Complains complains.. I aint got this I aint got that.. guess no one really appreciates what they got
heres what I think I got :
Support from The LORD,
self respect,
self esteem,
confidence,
appreciation for my talent,
Blessings from my elders,
Love from my contemporaries and kids,
A roof above my head,
Every morsel of grain that I can afford to consume,
Clothes to cover me be it summer,winter,
My kid,
My Parents,
My Family,
My friends,
Still have a job :),
The canopy of love from all who knows me and love me,
a sound mind and body,
Guess I am the richest person on earth ..
and this is just the list from a moments thot..
if I spend a whole day calculating what I got - its unaccountable.. its just precious..

Mixture of Opposites

wow!!!
Flabbergasted.. yup!!! thats me.. u guessed it right.. in the midst of too many opposites.. once I suggest 'optimism' .. then again its - 'realism'... the next time I suggest 'patience'.. the very next moment I suggest - 'protest' and 'stand your ground'.. then again - 'be a little mellow'.. 'understand the situation.. maybe its not as bad as it seems'.. theres a whirl of activities encircling me .. I am a mere onlooker.. judging from a distance and yes I do get involved... and yet all these people very close to my heart.. have a definite say in my personal life.. yet am pulled by emotional tugging... long time ago - I had a dawning of being a counsellor someday.. now I feel that wud have been really foolish.. its a daunting job.. your personal experiences affect in judging any particular instance or situation.. it isnt easy just being plain perceptive... I rather am safe hiding behind a computer/laptop playing with data.. playing it safe... every situation related to every individual is perceived differently.. and the whole game of decision making and judging is based off of that.. amazing and at times frustrating yet there cant possibly be one conclusion..

confused arent u.. so am I..