Quagmire...

You try hard to be positive about life and keep fighting each day.. along that journey you unravel what life wants of you.. yet it aint crystal clear.. you keep digging deep, the deeper you dig the messier it gets..kya sahi kya galat.. so hard to figure out @ tyms.. your best bet is your own little world and your cosy corner which makes you feel safe for few moments.. if you have created your shelter around you, you like to stay in that shadow.. and then that moment comes when you wanna peek out.. you take one look and stretch into a stride then the next and yet when you think you are doing what you want and finding happiness in that, you end up in a quagmire.. how many realization does one need to dawn upon themselves? how many mistakes to do one right? lifes lessons - they are endless.. when do we actually stop thinking, cautioning ourselves, and start living? mere liye kya sahi hai - this moment? who knows it? even when I say this I feel someone's watching over me and probably smirking -'YOUR LIFE'S ROUTE IS IN MY HANDS' - as if an existence of a strong force somewhere in the clouds up there..