Thursday, May 19, 2011

Quagmire...

You try hard to be positive about life and keep fighting each day.. along that journey you unravel what life wants of you.. yet it aint crystal clear.. you keep digging deep, the deeper you dig the messier it gets..kya sahi kya galat.. so hard to figure out @ tyms.. your best bet is your own little world and your cosy corner which makes you feel safe for few moments.. if you have created your shelter around you, you like to stay in that shadow.. and then that moment comes when you wanna peek out.. you take one look and stretch into a stride then the next and yet when you think you are doing what you want and finding happiness in that, you end up in a quagmire.. how many realization does one need to dawn upon themselves? how many mistakes to do one right? lifes lessons - they are endless.. when do we actually stop thinking, cautioning ourselves, and start living? mere liye kya sahi hai - this moment? who knows it? even when I say this I feel someone's watching over me and probably smirking -'YOUR LIFE'S ROUTE IS IN MY HANDS' - as if an existence of a strong force somewhere in the clouds up there..

2 comments:

Admirer said...

Maybe the quagmire is there to test your commitment to the path you have chosen to be happy????

"you keep digging deep, the deeper you dig the messier it gets", Sometimes its better to live in the present than think too much. Easier said than done. Decisions made by the heart are usually right as the idea came from within. Then there are times to take calculated decisions as well.

Is it right to be self centered or caring? Another one of those questions that does not have a black or white answer. Depends on the situation. Usually being self centered helps as you don't care about other people's thoughts/opinions.

Sudeshna said...

hmmmmm....!!!
অনেক বার শুনেছি ....সুহ্নতে...বা share করতে ভাল লাগে কিন্তু practice করা টা হয়ে ওঠে কঠিন। "Do not worry whether the path chosen is correct or not .... you will make it right...."

আমরা চেষ্টা করে যাই তো walk the right path correctly কিন্তু হয়ে না। ভুল পথে চলার পর এত দেরি হয়ে জয়ে এটা realise করতে যে এই পথ টা ভুল.... যে বাকি পথ টা কে ভাল ভাবে উপভোগ করা ছাড়া কোনও উপায় থাকে না....

but বন্ধু... sometimes I feel it is at times quite taxing to adjust, unerstand others, compromise, try and be happy even inadverse situations....

U've got good writing skills....