Wat am I where am I @ this juncture!!

Sure am glad I still am sane.. it irks me to follow routine and yet I am tied by 'that' most of my life.. were one important factor is health the other end of the see-saw is money.. so much to learn from your own life.. most frustrating part is being tied down by relationships, finance, health,age and your current logistic situation.. excuses!!! helplessness to risk it all..