How did I get so impatient? Growing up heard Ma mention several times - 'gosh!!! u were a hand full.. running around.. all the time'.. I am sure she had a tough time keeping up with me.. my grandma had given up long ago.. I was always so full of energy.. started talking quiet late.. guess I was busy looking for trouble just being plain naughty.. unending source of 'energy'.. my school friends rightfully named me so.. then again - tube-light.. took me a while to understand what was the topic of discussion(well blame it on my wavering mind).. not any more though.. that maturity came with time.. then suddenly around 10 I turned into the quite,shy girl always with a smile on her face.. steeped in a story book.. the plethora of interest those crispy pages arose in me was unsurmountable.. clubbed in with studies, I was the serious,studious girl that everyone loved.. then came college - once again.. the nice next door girl stamp continued on.. completed higher education and ready to start married life.. continued as the same shy girl.. who wouldnt talk unless she was talked to.. what happened after that changed me into a completely hyper, tank full of energy once again.. in itself is an interesting observation... was I just hiding away in a shell? afraid to get out there and face the world.. too guarded by my guardians.. too protected to convert myself to a go getter? anyways
thats the past.. now its altogether a different story.. if only I could just check the anxiety that arises with it.. I am cool..
keep reading me.. maybe someday someone can explain 'Moi'
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